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Jon dropped down beside me and helped me up as child model thong I started to giggle. "I win!" I yelled. The arm that Jon wasn't holding was up as I did some kind of victory jig. "I'm sorry, Joey, you just wouldn't shut up! I didn't mean it! It's just, I, and then you kept on... you kept pressuring me!" Jon babbled. I kept right on giggling, though. "'Sokay, Jon! skinny asian models I won't miss that tooth." I said. My face took on a sober, sad look. "Oh my God! Let me see it, I'm so sorry!" Jon immediately cradled my face and looked close at my mouth. Blood was amateur model megan oozing out at a good rate, so I imagine it looked pretty bad. I grinned as wide as I could. "Oh, you glamours models asshole! You still have `em all!" "Hehe, yep! You punch like a girl!" I said, and stuck my tongue out. "So, prteen model pics can we please call it even? I swear it'll never happen again." I waited for him to say something, anything that would ease the tension. In the meantime, I gave my best puppy dog look and hoped for the best. "Look, this isn't gonna just magically fix it. You fucked up, Joey. That hurt me. That you of all people would take a swing at me seriously hurt. I still love you, though." Jon grabbed me in a tight erotic modelling london hug, and I cried my relief into his shirt. The one good thing my father ever taught me came to my mind. He told me that in life, you either got `atta boy's or ah shit's for everything you did. He also told me that it takes a hell of a lot of `atta boy's to make up for one ah shit. I couldn't help but wonder how many `atta boy's it would take before this teen modelmania 4u particular ah shit went away. *** Jon held my hand as we watched the swirl of the toilet together. I wasn't exactly a happy camper. I'd been talked into cleaning out my stash by an adamant Jon. Of course, Jon didn't really care about the pot. He smoked it too, remember? It was the hard shit that scared him. He maintained that a lot of my problems were exacerbated by my escapist behavior. For all of you special people, that means things got sandra teenmodel tgp worse `cause I wanted to run away. See?! It's happening already! When I'm sober I get mean! Oh, but anyway, Jon had a point and I knew it. He wasn't the only one who told me that same thing. My psychowhatsit and even Mary Lou had toplist boy model both told me the same thing in so many words. So now the next step was to start dealing with it. Dealing with my relationship, dealing with my irina teen model problems, dealing with school (it was just around the corner), dealing with everything. No more running off. I felt Jon wrap his arms around my waist ls preeteen models sveta young model and lean his head down onto my shoulder. I realized, in that moment, that if things got bad enough to make me want to run away, now I had someone to run bikini model blowjob to. That in itself banished a lot of the fears and anxieties I held. I nude modelling erection twisted my neck around to look at young nonde models Jon's face, and kissed the purple blotch on his jaw. I wished that I could kiss it away, I wished that the fact that I loved him could protect him. He closed his eyes and nuzzled against my face, and I stared down into the toilet feeling my eyes water. Why did I have to be so helpless? If hand distribution model I ran to Jon, then who would he run to? I recognized immediately the old, familiar feeling of self-hate. I shivered, and felt Jon hold me tighter. "I love you, Jon." I told him. He nodded. "I know, Joey. Me too." *** Mary Lou sat back on her scratchy, old couch and sighed. pree teen model A smile spread across bd child models her face and she drummed her fingernails against her house robe contentedly. An orange tiger-striped cat landed lightly on her lap, and she automatically began to lollitas models pet it. "Yer a good, sweet kitty, yes gay models naked you are. C'mere, hun, let's celebrate. 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Basically I've been waiting holding out for a specific story of mine that I was hoping to focus on, but that didn't work out. Anyway, hope you enjoyed chapter ten of Rave Boy. If you did, let me know! Send me an e-mail at greeneyeliner39429hotmail.com or you could always visit my site at http://members.gayauthors.org/razor and let me know in the forums there. Take care!
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